[There was no way she could not notice the strain in his voice, the emotions behind those words even if she hadn't been able to sense them. He... Freyjadour genuinely cared, didn't he? What would he have done, if she had told him the circumstances of her blindness from the start?
Already that casual air she had collected, the one that so often came when she found herself having to cope with her condition is ebbing away in favor of the very real fear she has about some day becoming like that. She didn't want to be apart from the world around her, or the people in it, but it was so hard to forgive those that had caused so much pain in her life. It was just as hard to wake up every morning and realize that she was still blind, and it could become worse.
Is it any surprise how close she is to tears again?] I-I just... I have to start forgiving again, but...
[Febuary 20th - Evening]
Already that casual air she had collected, the one that so often came when she found herself having to cope with her condition is ebbing away in favor of the very real fear she has about some day becoming like that. She didn't want to be apart from the world around her, or the people in it, but it was so hard to forgive those that had caused so much pain in her life. It was just as hard to wake up every morning and realize that she was still blind, and it could become worse.
Is it any surprise how close she is to tears again?] I-I just... I have to start forgiving again, but...