[That damned voice in the back of her head is telling her that he's lying, not because she doubted him but because there were so many factors outside of her control that could rip him away again, especially with the fact that it had already happened once before. The truth frightened her so much she felt she was going to be sick. Just collapse onto her knees and not be able to stand up again.
She could lose him at any time, and here she was avoiding him. That they had grown apart was her fault, all her fault and she was the only one to blame. Always the blame would fall on her. She could lose him, have him fade away very much like the voice she tried to draw upon, cracked and barely a whisper from neglect.] E-e'thaji...!
[Febuary 20th - Evening]
She could lose him at any time, and here she was avoiding him. That they had grown apart was her fault, all her fault and she was the only one to blame. Always the blame would fall on her. She could lose him, have him fade away very much like the voice she tried to draw upon, cracked and barely a whisper from neglect.] E-e'thaji...!