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✿ Ninth Bud [strange scribbles/voice]

[With a frustrated sigh, Kaori abandons the poor attempt at communication by scratching the surface of the pen across the whole page, eventually ripping it out. It was stupid to think that just because she was able to write perfectly fine a week ago, she would be able to for a while now that she was back to normal. Things didn't work that way.

So much for trying to be anonymous about this and avoiding talking to people more than she has to, but she still wanted answers to her question anyway. Pausing for a deep breath, she dives right in.]

Is anyone out there lucky enough to have their brother or sister here?

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Yeah... we'll see each other then, I'm sure we will. [Because seeing and hearing from Frey always made her happy now.]

And if I don't contact you by the end of the week or something, bug me until I'm ready to rip your teeth out!

Edited 2011-10-18 20:57 (UTC)

I'll be sure to do that. [A slight laugh.

And hopefully, later that week, Kaori will contact him. Otherwise, he'll be making his way to her place.]

[There were numerous times over the past few days when Kaori held the journal open in her lap, fighting with her hesitation to keep from calling out Frey. She had promised him that she would at least speak with him about it, but did it have to be so soon?

So on the fourteenth, after spending hours just staring at the open journal and listening to the ongoings of the village she will snap it shut and throw it who knows where in her apartment. But not before calling out his name over it softly.

She would have to deal with him face-to-face, and perhaps it was for the better. No matter how long it takes, she would get out of this building on her own and find him.]

[Kaori might just run into Frey making his way to her place, then. He'd gotten antsy, and it had been a few days, so he had decided to check in on her.]

[She senses him nearby once she reaches close enough to House 15, but with all these thoughts jumbling in her head she can't be sure of exactly where he is. So... better to call him out in case he's close enough to hear?]

Freyjadour! [Oh ow that was too loud and too much effort. Cough cough.]

[Blinking in surprise and looking up to see..... Kaori? A coughing Kaori. Was she sick?] I was just coming to see you.

Are you ok?

Y-yeah.... [She tries to calm down the coughing enough so she can communicate more easily.] I just... called out too loud... Got carried away...

.....Oh? ok then....

[Now that she thought about it, Frey doesn't know about her throat either, does he? But that can wait for another time, what she planned to tell him was enough to take in on it's own. What would he think, when he realizes that she has kept this to herself all this time outside of Vash and Wolfwood?]

Can we... walk around for a bit? Please?

[She didn't want to go back to her place or the house....? Well, that was fine with Frey.] Sure. Where would you like to go?

Um... [She can't know for sure of where it happened unless she gets close enough, and the few times she has walked out past sundown since it happened, she'd always found herself shaking after she crossed the bridge near her community building and continued following the river.]

The river near here goes down to a lake, right?

It does. Do you want to go there? [It was getting cooler, but Frey didn't ever mind going down by the rivers or lakes in Luceti.]

I want to go that way, yeah. Can we cross the bridge so that we're on the bank opposite of where I stay? [She distinctly remembers crossing that bridge and the sound of water.]

Sure. [He'll change their course so they're heading in that direction, a bit curious about the directions she is giving but trusting she has something in mind.]

[After that Kaori falls silent, hands clapsed firmly in front of her as she chewed her bottom lip. All those days she was given to think, and none of the ideas she came up with were good enough. So better to just stay silent like she's always been told to.]

[Kaori and silence do not go together, however, and Frey notices.]

....Are you sure you are all right? You are oddly quiet today.....

Edited 2011-10-20 04:24 (UTC)

Am I? [Dammit why does big bro have to know her so well and be so perceptive?]

I'm sorry, I'm just thinking a lot...

Thinking? [Frowning a bit as he looks at her closely.] About....?

About what we talked about the last few days. [And what they are going to be talking to once the reach close enough to where all that trauma happened.]

Is it still not safe to talk of it?

... I'm not sure when it is safe to talk about it. [She doesn't know what Legato is capable of, after all.]

I just... want to get to where it happened first.

Where it happened......? [Where what happened? The worry he's trying to shove to the back of his mind bubbles up once more, different scenarios popping into his head and being discarded. No, he'd wait before jumping to any conclusions.]

[Kaori just nods and keeps walking, becoming all the more nervous the further they went along. That meant that they were pretty close to Building 6 now, didn't it...?]

[They were. Frey won't push her to talk until she's ready though, continuing to walk towards their destination.... wherever that was.]

[And then she suddenly starts speeding up, moving closely along the right side of the community building, breath beginning to quicken just a little. She hadn't been this close to this place since it happened, after all, and the feeling of suddenly losing control of her body was all too vivid in her mind.

Which is why she's beginning to shake uncontrollably.]

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