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Kaori Iwanoki ([personal profile] seiriald) wrote2011-10-11 09:57 pm
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✿ Ninth Bud [strange scribbles/voice]



[With a frustrated sigh, Kaori abandons the poor attempt at communication by scratching the surface of the pen across the whole page, eventually ripping it out. It was stupid to think that just because she was able to write perfectly fine a week ago, she would be able to for a while now that she was back to normal. Things didn't work that way.

So much for trying to be anonymous about this and avoiding talking to people more than she has to, but she still wanted answers to her question anyway. Pausing for a deep breath, she dives right in.]

Is anyone out there lucky enough to have their brother or sister here?
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repudiate: (yeah one thing i know for sure)

[voice]

[personal profile] repudiate 2011-10-15 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
If I'm completely honest, I'd rather not have had him here to start with. It's too cruel to give me a miracle like that and then just take it away again when they feel like it.
seiriald: (You're an idiot.)

[voice]

[personal profile] seiriald 2011-10-16 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
But can't the same happen in your own world? Like if he were to die unexpectedly or something like that, at least while he's here you get to have more time together.
repudiate: (can you help me find)

[voice]

[personal profile] repudiate 2011-10-16 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a slight pause, before she speaks up, trying to keep her voice as close to her usual deadpan as possible. ]

He already died twelve years ago back in my world, so there's no chance anymore of him dying unexpectedly.
seiriald: (Carry me from the dark.)

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[personal profile] seiriald 2011-10-18 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[That explains her answer, and the deadpan tone. It almost makes her feel guilty for having asked, but… she was the one who answered. So only almost.]

Don't you want him here even more, then? If only for a short while.
repudiate: (and all my bones began to shake)

[voice]

[personal profile] repudiate 2011-10-19 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
If it's such a short while, it's only cruel. To give me hope to be with him again like that, and then..

[ She makes a slightly bitter sound. ]
seiriald: (Don't want to hear it.)

[voice]

[personal profile] seiriald 2011-10-20 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
... I guess we really have differing opinions here, because I wouldn't mind seeing one of my dead siblings here.
repudiate: (at the sweet end of your trail)

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[personal profile] repudiate 2011-10-20 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Would you truly want to see them, only to have them taken away from you a moment later? That's practically the same as being a masochist.
seiriald: (Humans are all the same.)

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[personal profile] seiriald 2011-10-24 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
It's better than never being able to see them again when they were ripped away so suddenly.
repudiate: (i am a danger to myself; how come)

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[personal profile] repudiate 2011-10-24 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
... I guess we just have a different idea entirely about which one hurts more.
seiriald: (Never could stop looking.)

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[personal profile] seiriald 2011-10-27 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah... So how much more will we disagree on?
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