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✿ Sixth Bud [accidental video]

H-hey, don't go falling! [Hello, Luceti, it seems that one of the journals out there has decided to turn on the video feature to show you one lovely ceiling, with rather creepy shallow breathing heard in the background. Before long a frazzled Kaori pops into the picture from the edge of what must be a bed, clearly still half-asleep since her eyes are closed, but... There's a distinct redness to her normally pale complexion, if you catch sight of her reaching around for the fallen book while her cracked voice mutters the occasional word.

... Actually, she's reaching out a little too far from the bed...

Damn it, where did you – Agh?! [And down she goes toppling in a tangled mess of blankets to the floor, because depth perception sucks when you're feeling so damn sick, right? Someone save her from the blanket monster!] Ow!

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[W-what....? He's going to reach out to grab her, pulling her into a hug.] Kaori, look at me. Tell me what's wrong.

[He really doesn't get what's going on.]

[It was a good thing he chose to restrain her, because it's becoming all the more difficult to resist that urge to punish herself, despite a small part of her mind begging not to go through with it.

She can't even look at him likes he's asking her to.] I can't keep the promise...!

Kaori! [Raising his voice a bit. He can't help her if she doesn't explain.] Explain whats wrong, please. [He's pleading with her now.]

Edited 2011-03-09 03:55 (UTC)

I can't keep the promise! [It's hard to remember that the people here don't understand the gravity of her crime when you're resisting the urge to kill yourself. Is it that hard to realize what she'd done to him?]

You don't need to! It was an experiment! [Well not so much what she was talking about as why it bothered her.]

[Just shaking her head; he was a Human, he couldn't understand what it meant and how she couldn't just shove it aside. Somehow, that made it even worse.]

If I can't keep it then I have to pay the price...

No, you don't. It was the Malnosso's fault, not yours.

... I still made it...

[This isn't working.....] ....Then how about we make another to replace it?

[That manages to stop her shaking, which she hadn't realized she was doing. Another promise...? But she already failed to keep one, why would he want to make another when she couldn't even keep the most sacred promise she could possibly make?]

Why...?

Because all in all, this is my fault and I want to make it up to you. So let's make one we can both keep.

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[But it wasn't his fault, she was the one who made it in the first place. Why would he want to make up to her...?

No. She had no right to question him over what he wanted now.]

Like what...?

[It was his fault because he couldn't reciprocate, obviously.

That does make him pause as he thinks.]

Um.... How about.... to always be friends? Or to protect each other? [Cheesy derp is cheesy.]

... That won't make up for it... [Considering that was part of the original promise she made. To protect him and be his friend when he needed it.]

it would be similar enough though? I can reciprocate that. Without the uh... romantic part. [Sheepish.]

Not enough. [She can tell because that urge to grab one of the knives on her bedside and ran it into herself is still very strong, though not as overwhelming as before.]

W-what? Well.... [Think think think......] L-let me try to think, ok?

... 'kay. [You do that, Frey. In the meantime she's pulling out that journal of hers again and propping it open, clearing her throat briefly before screaming into it:] Masaomi!! I need you!

[Followed by the expected coughing spree because she's a derp like that and never learns.]

[The call function gets him first, actually. Masaomi hasn't been journaling as much as he could, instead he's been reading ~~Twilight~~ something in his spare time. But then the journal rings, he opens it and... then Kaori's scream comes in.

He makes his own surprised noise as his response]

Kaori-chan?!

K-Kaori?! [A shocked look as he pales considerably. Why's she calling Kida?! H-he doesn't need to know this!]

[Please stand by or get some damn water before she chokes on herself!]

[...]

Oh, and Frey's there too?

Ah... yes. [patting Kaori on the back.] Do you need something to drink?

[She's curling into herself from how strong the coughing is getting, Frey. What do you think?]

[ The door probably wasn't very noticeable over Kaori's coughing fit, but it seems Spada's arrived back at the apartment in the nick of time! He even brought her a glass of water, swinging open the door to her room like he owns the place. ]

Hey, Kaori, you —

[ And then stopping in his tracks because what is he looking at even um. ]

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