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✿ Sixth Bud [accidental video]

H-hey, don't go falling! [Hello, Luceti, it seems that one of the journals out there has decided to turn on the video feature to show you one lovely ceiling, with rather creepy shallow breathing heard in the background. Before long a frazzled Kaori pops into the picture from the edge of what must be a bed, clearly still half-asleep since her eyes are closed, but... There's a distinct redness to her normally pale complexion, if you catch sight of her reaching around for the fallen book while her cracked voice mutters the occasional word.

... Actually, she's reaching out a little too far from the bed...

Damn it, where did you – Agh?! [And down she goes toppling in a tangled mess of blankets to the floor, because depth perception sucks when you're feeling so damn sick, right? Someone save her from the blanket monster!] Ow!

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Do you... still have the feather I gave you?

Yes, I do. Why?

Well... [How does one even go about having this conversation? 'So I gave you an engagement vow, when's the wedding?' this was such a mess, stupid experiment... But she wouldn't have given it to him in the first place if he wasn't worthy of it...

Was he still holding her hand? That would make this more awkward if he is.] I need to talk to you about it... Masaomi suggesting waiting until the draft was over...

Ah....? [A worried look. And yes, he is still holding her hand.] Is there a problem? [And why would she need to talk to Kida about it?]

Well... [Please make her pass out in pain, body, or take away her voice. She did not want to go through with this to the point that she was begging for something to happen. And she barely knew him! Stupid!]

Back home... [She's not even aware that the grip she has on his hand could potentially break his fingers.] It's the most sacred promise we can make, the one where we vow to... stay by that person always, through eloping...

[Frey barely notices her grip on his hands she said those words.

Eloping.

She..... proposed.....?

Please stand by while his brain reboots.]

[Hey hey, Frey.

She's feeling nothing from you right now, did she kill you?

Oh gods she did, didn't she?

She killed her not!husband.]

Freyjadour...?! [Sitting up in panic~!! then keeling over the side of the bed because wow that was an amazing wave of nausea.]

[Reaching out almost automatically to catch her.

Yeah... just.... give him a moment.] Well..... this is awkward.

[Understatement of the year.]

[Oh, so he is alive. That's a very good thing

... What now?]

Awkward... sure.......

[For a moment, Frey almost clams up, as is his habit when approached with this subject. But this isn't some noble lady trying to secure a relationship with the royal family. This isn't Lord Borows trying to encourage him to 'spend time' with Luserina.

Kaori's a friend, someone who doesn't see him as just a prince..... and she deserves something more then a false face for this.] ....Can I ask if you still expect a response....?

[It’s not accusatory, it’s kind and calm, trying to be as friendly as possible.]

Edited 2011-03-08 22:37 (UTC)

[Well he gave the answer with his question, didn't he? So did the emotions he was giving off now... They made it painfully obvious, and right now she's trying to not succumb to the new wave of pain coming over her that had nothing to do with her illness.

"Well... I want the same, only from you..."

This had happened before, hadn't it? Somewhere among the memories sealed away, this had happened. Maybe that was what was making it unbearable to the point that she wanted to end it here and now.]

... No... you don't have to do anything... [Unwanted, always. Perhaps she should remedy this...]

[just from her voice alone he can tell he hurt her somehow. Why? It was an experiment.....] Why are you upset? Just because I don't want to marry you doesn't mean I don't want to be your friend.

[She can't quite hear you, Frey. Right now her mind is being taken over by that automatic response, the feelings of dread and despair that emerge among her brethren when they realize that they did wrong, that they failed. Useless.

And forgivable only by death.]

I can't keep it, I can't, I can't... I made a promise...!

[W-what....? He's going to reach out to grab her, pulling her into a hug.] Kaori, look at me. Tell me what's wrong.

[He really doesn't get what's going on.]

[It was a good thing he chose to restrain her, because it's becoming all the more difficult to resist that urge to punish herself, despite a small part of her mind begging not to go through with it.

She can't even look at him likes he's asking her to.] I can't keep the promise...!

Kaori! [Raising his voice a bit. He can't help her if she doesn't explain.] Explain whats wrong, please. [He's pleading with her now.]

Edited 2011-03-09 03:55 (UTC)

I can't keep the promise! [It's hard to remember that the people here don't understand the gravity of her crime when you're resisting the urge to kill yourself. Is it that hard to realize what she'd done to him?]

You don't need to! It was an experiment! [Well not so much what she was talking about as why it bothered her.]

[Just shaking her head; he was a Human, he couldn't understand what it meant and how she couldn't just shove it aside. Somehow, that made it even worse.]

If I can't keep it then I have to pay the price...

No, you don't. It was the Malnosso's fault, not yours.

... I still made it...

[This isn't working.....] ....Then how about we make another to replace it?

[That manages to stop her shaking, which she hadn't realized she was doing. Another promise...? But she already failed to keep one, why would he want to make another when she couldn't even keep the most sacred promise she could possibly make?]

Why...?

Because all in all, this is my fault and I want to make it up to you. So let's make one we can both keep.

Edited 2011-03-09 04:54 (UTC)

[But it wasn't his fault, she was the one who made it in the first place. Why would he want to make up to her...?

No. She had no right to question him over what he wanted now.]

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